Filled with lots of love...had some great clients who are in the active stage of change and is so nice to see people working so hard and realizing that i am a part of their recovery...a very little part yet a part indeed....the ones who say i am feeling better and it is of one little word that you said...or i have been sober longer than i have been in the past thirty years...and was because you were patient with me...or because you believed in me when i could not believe in myself..
there are days that i wonder what in the hell i am doing...think that i might have to have my head examined for thinking that i do make a difference...these are the times that i have to examine my own life, my passions and my motivations...why am i doing what i do...i believe it is because i truely love what i do...no one else could do it if they were not one hundred percent invested and loved it...
and ever since i can remember wanted to be able to make a difference...
well am tired and am rambling and making little sense to anyone but to myself....so for tonight am finishing...
because i said that i was going to blog each day...blog each day i will do...
and tomorrow might be more fun...maybe not for me but for you...because tomorrow i write a goodbye letter to one of my best friends, my solace when i am down...my upper when i am down...my calmer when i am up...when i am stressed...wanna guess who that lover might be...well if you are curious tune in tomorrow...
and for now good night
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